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December 23, 2005...Friday
hmmmmm...well this kinda sucks.....not really allowed to go out tonight coz its dangerous.....and i'm being guilt tripped into staying home coz "it's the last friday before Christmas...and the roads are going to be really dangerous"....hmmm uh huh.....well....i mean i have to agree that that's true but still....i'm not going to see most of my friends that i'm supposed to be seeing for about 2-3 weeks or so ><....sigh.....they're going to Parnell to barbecue marshmallows in the rain, wind and dark....admittedly i don't think i'm missing much on that front...but still....sigh sigh sigh....i'll get over it....Christmas is coming and that slightly annoys me....it can't help it i guess :p.....Christmas is just so stressful....i guess that means Hanukkah is too....hmmmm.....
December 1, 2005...Thursday
an invitation to the knighthood of Mr Tubular.....
hmmm....ok.....i've just been invited to "the knighthood of Mr Tubular".....don't ask who Mr Tubular is.....i did and i didn't get a clear answer except he was found in a gutter and has served many noble purposes but has leprocy and is going to be prehumously incinerated so as to contain the spread......hmmm....yes......i hav some very odd and interesting friends....its all good tho huh :p
today was nice and sunny.....went with liron to get her hair foiled and cut....it looks coolies now....hehe.......had lunch with pix and had kono pizza which is very odd.....basically a really nice pizza base thats crunchy but chewy filled with what is basically pizza topping - cheese and the toppings mixed together in the cone.....i had the tandoori one which was kinda spicy....it was really good.....so go to mission bay and hav a kono pizza in the shade surrounded by gorgeous sun next to the beach ^^ yup....
other than that spent the day stressing out driving and almost being killed by various buses and other cars.....its all good tho....at least im getting a tan....meh....theres always pretty much a good side.....i guess.....
going in to school again tomorrow....even though i graduated at the beginning of the week......i have to print some more photos.......people want to buy them yay! haha....maybe i will make a reasonable amount of moolah hehe...that would be nice......then i start course on monday......that should be fun....i hope......hmmm....hope there are some cool people doing it but ya......anyway....im really really bored....should go to sleep...need to wake up properly tomorrow ><
November 5, 2005...Saturday
piha.....
hehe had a catchup with Dolma and we went on a mini road trip to Piha....rocks.....hadnt been in ahhh.....a loooooong looooong loooooooooooong time....it was great...except that the clouds came in and became overcast basically as soon as we got there......tried Dolma's pods...which are a great thing.....the pod-maker needs to be immortalized.....they're yummy...so yes, they are food for those of you who read this and go "yea....pods of what?".......hmmm.....anyway...bit bored now...hav to go do some bio study -_-....oh well.....having coffee with my friend Toli tomorrow....thats good.....i guess i need to study.....i wish exams would hurry up and be over and done with.....
October 3, 2005...Monday
r.i.p ant
This is ridiculous.....i just killed an ant......and now i feel horribly guilty.....i'm looking at it....its dead.......i feel bad.....bad bad bad x_X sigh...this isn't very normal......maybe the cold meds are making me funny......im glad i didn't drive today....anyway......r.i.p ant
September 18, 2005...Sunday
shopping centres & passport photos
The weather today was horrible.....it was wiiiiiindy.....and rainy.....and deceptively sunny at times....
went to take passport photos today for an id card x_X how come they never really look like me? even my father said it didnt look like me.....and they include the little stickers that say:
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As witnessed by
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went out for dinner tonight coz its chinese moon festival or something and my parents though it would be a good excuse to go out for chinese.....it was yum.....i just wish the festival actually had some sort of meaning for me......going to take part in diwali as well....should be fun.....and roshashona.......meh....i guess thats the cool thing about having friends from everywhere
bend it like beckham was just on tv.....have no idea what relevance that has to anything i just felt like saying it.....i think this post sounds rather pessimistic....hmmmmm....shouldnt......im just bored and contemplative and stuck in a low pressure area and feel guilty for putting the cat out into this miserable weather....hmmmm
September 17, 2005...Saturday
hummm...
ok.....saturday has just come and past and im sitting here in a contemplative mood listening to music that probably makes me even more so....
elections were on tonight....still dont know whos the new PM though....or if good old Helen is back.....hmmmm....wonder how NZ First did....hope Winston didnt get a seat....i think hes racist...dont know....i always thought Destiny Church & United Future were the same but i guess i was wrong.....hope the Greens did alright....like them...anyway...tooo much politics in my blog....
its been a pretty 'big' week.....actually....its always pretty 'big' lately.....have become really really good great friends with Z....who seems to have issues a lot....not that i blame her....shes amazing.....but she doesnt have the faintest idea who the 'real' me is...yes...i know that sounds cliched.....but its true.....and nobody else does either....she knows a fraction more than most but garrrrrr hmmmm this makes me think too much..... well....things that have happened this week include her best friend and my good friend telling us they're gay which isnt really the issue....it was just a big shock.....its the 2nd to last week of school ever....which makes me think about all the people i wont be seeing everyday anymore....which makes me sad coz im just like that.....i dont really remember why i said that it was a big week before.....but yea......what else am i thinking of.....
im wondering why some things are so big to some people....or why ive become immune to the things that should be.....im wondering why the hell im writing all this......now i am listening to a japanese cd called LOVE for NANA which is a collection of songs which, so far, seem to utilize nanananana as a major constituent of their lyrics......which seems to rub in the fact that im in a mellow, contemplative and bored, if not low, mood......oh well.....life goes on....or not......
along with realizing that i wont see all the people at school everyday anymore, im realizing that i wont see some of my good friends for a couple years probably coz il probably end up going off on exchange at uni....and im all for making new connections and friends.....why else would i be on here.....but i dont want to spend my time worrying bout keeping my good friendships alive long distance....goes without saying that i will coz i dont want to lose them but its so different if you're apart..........actually, its so much easier to lie over the internet.....but at the same time a lot more easy to tell the truth.....im losing sense of what im saying......
August 8, 2005...Monday
expressionless typing
i haven't written here in a while.....hmmm..doesnt really matter huh?
anyway.....ball on the weekend was fun......reminded me how much i hate taking makeup off (especially mascara and eyeliner -_-...) but it was good.....getting confused and angry with guy issues (so sorry guys but im a bit hostile at the moment x_X).....but yea....all the normal girly teenage stuff aye? well....schools going well....got my results back for some official exams i re-sat a while a go.....did pretty well which is good.....selling some of my art this weekend so i gotta go and print it tomorrow....stressful...gotta thank the teacher for giving us about 5 days warning and when we hav a deadline for 3 a1 size boards.... 8) :p...anyhoo....
July 31, 2005...Sunday
hoedown!!
haha last night i went to a fundraiser for my friend's pony club.....it was a hoedown! haha it was really fun....hay bales, cowboy boots, cowboy hats, denim, country music, line dancing, yodeling (haha i dunno if thats typical....meh :p)....etc....my friends and i were doing crazy 60's dances as well (dont ask me how that really relates to country ^^)....the lawnmower, shopping cart, glass cleaner etc...we even made up our own .. (-_-=)....it was all good....they made soo much food they're having another dinner at the pony club tonight.....apparently someone who was making potato salad asked the organizer whether 2 bowls of potato salad would be enough and she replied 'go to the $2 shop and buy 4 10L containers and fill them....' and so he did .. hehe....they had 4 long tables with all the same food on it: a ham, plate filled with roast chicken, plate of rast beef, plate of roast veggies, 5 different salads (including the potato salad), condiments......then for desert my friends mum had been delegated to make 150 pecan tart things, then there were 10 pavlovas, 8-10 cheesecakes, about 7 chocolate cakes, 8-10 sponge/custard/cream cakes, lots of cheese and crackers and a huge bowl of fruit............we even danced to these boots are made for walking....it was awesome fun ^^ hehe
11.12.2004
uhmmmmmmm.......................yea.
Well i guess i havent really been doing much up here in cyberspace have it?!?! :S my bad, anyway........Its coming up to summer holidays so i'll probably have the time and energy to work on this page again. I've got another slight problem in that i got a laptop, and no decent mouse at the moment so its quite difficult to try and design any decent graphics for a new layout with a crappy little touch-pad. I really need to get a usb mouse huh. Sorry ppl.....not that many of you come visit me :S :p new layout sooooooooooooooon, yea, reeeeeeeaaaaaaal soon now........
06.10.2004
I've decided I'm going to try and keep this page as a kind of blog :s I'll probably just post some really random things that i think of so yea :)
I moved all of last year's little entries on this page to an archives page, so its a little more spacious now... I'm also scouring the net trying to join cliques, so i hope i'll get accepted....then maybe more people would visit me and i'd be more motivated to keep this site r e g u l a r l y updated!! :$ today i've submitted to "Just Feel Strange" and "Gotta Love Long Hair"
So, wat did i get up to today? ummmmmm nuthin gnew :p school.....in English we all got given a little sheet with 'new vocabulary'...i got a sheet with 20 words that al started with 'u'. after we figured out what they meant, we had to write a paragraph using at least 5 of the words...do you know how hard it is to write a paragraphy using 5 words that start with u?!?!?! :D
I've got basketball tomorrow as well, i'm a ref so its pretty awesome :) i get paid for doin something absolutely awesome and fun!! :) :p
06.03.2004
I haven't updated since last year?!?!?! Oh. My. Gaawwwd. :p I'm so sorry :p hmm i don't know who reads this, but i feel like appologizing anyway :) Just finished another set of exams (they never ever ever stop coming do they?) so i'm hoping to actually do some work on this once my 3 week mid-term holiday comes around........In between skiing in those holidays that is :D ok ok ok....wat i'm gonna try and get done:
- ALL the stuff on 'coming soon' status
- write some articles|essays for the site to make it a little more.....ummm 'deep'? :p
- actually take some decent photos of life and put them up here
- keep this site up-to-date!! :D
so yea.....lots to keep me occupied......hehehe
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